ilovedmc

MUNDANE--NESS!!

Nov. 15th, 2009 at 9:29 PM

HELLO MY BELOVED WORLD!!
ZOMG!
My life has been UBER hectic )):
R W A R
i dont even know if i can survive!
oh wells..
i guess theres nothing i can do but just do whatever i'm doing now and DO IT RIGHT !
Monday lab test! that teacher ZOMG! i can just die in that class ):
tuesday i have that dreadful Btt ): i've lready let you down, i dont wanna let you down any further
wednesday i've got to study and maybe i'll be meeting someone special (:
thursday ive got graphic design practical! OMG i hope i dont end up like photoshop ):
i swear sometimes i feel that i'm better off being dead!
but if i die,
will anybody even come for my wake!?
i guess i've gotta strive on in my life for this purpose
TO GET PEOPLE TO COME SEE ME WHEN I DIE :D

i've got no idea
i've got no clue
i'm just outta my min
i should just die

Mood: cranky

RWAR

Oct. 22nd, 2009 at 8:29 PM

HELLOWORLD!

okay.. school has started and gawd its SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS to the max!
i end school at 6 for like effing 3 days and the earliest i end is well 3 pm *_* (yeah you call that early i call that SHIT !)
Lectures are major killers cause there're like fucking and i say FUCKING 5 classes in one pathetic lecture room *_*
H E L L O ~ how to concentrate like that .

Oh wells.. i hope it'll get better as the weeks go by.
I'm keeping my attitude to a good start for this week.
I hope i'll be able to have the determination to push myself and really work hard or even harder than last semester!
i've got this freaking feeling that i might or may fail many modules this sem )): SOBBS!
i really dont wanna end up like how i ended up in sec skl
my whole life was fucked up becuase i didnt study hard enough and didnt put in THAT efforrt that was needed at that time ):
i guess after everything that i've gone through.. i've finally fucking learnt my lesson!
i'm not gonna fall back like how i did the last time
i MUST pick myself up from where i fell. ( i know it sounds fucking cheesy but i'm motivating myself)
it helps btw (:

I AM MICHELLE
I WILL DO WELL
I HEARTS MYSELF (: